A Disciple's Thread

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Where we moved to LMFAO

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PAC I’m not gonna lie I was trying to break thru to 50 then I got mad when you wanted to trace thinking it was the ones that made me let go of the wheel and close my eyes looking for angles type shit

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�� you better put that woman first (I’m not doing anything for him to lose trust in me cause I know what it’s like)

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PAC I have a scar on my left wrist that I have no clue or where or when I got but the fucked up part is I’m a lefty and can’t cut with my right

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You see how straight it is too?

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I had a fun night writing it just makes me mad that these drs think they are better then me to take my life… I can prove they are lying and repeatedly try to murder me too

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I can’t tell the difference between death and insanity

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I can’t tell the difference between death and insanity

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I got one for uncle murda to spit…

We just laughing cause you it that
I mean everyone’does just no one admit it

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I guess hit it sound better

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She gonna let lies and intentional set ups be her one shot to make it too? I’m about this money and you have talent - not to be a butch but why ARE you acting so stupid?

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That spit was to missy flies

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They took mayonnaise off my ig and her - wrf is going on and why are people trying to communicate by stalking my devices and fucking with my head

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I’m 47 years old… how old do I have to be for someone to tell me WTF is going on

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And how this shit legal

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Why are they allowed to force me into a life I don’t want or have anything to do with?

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Why won’t anyone make them take no for an answer and make them leave

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Does to death on words true? It might stop lying in court… I want the transcript of court that night when I woke up flipping out in the cop car

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Got said I can kill if I ever got roped again after Myrtle beach… he got jokes

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Wasn’t the bjtch just laughing an hour ago bryeeen the real voices and their craft j can’t stand j can’t tell the difference

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I don’t know how to get them out of me or to leave me alone

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The voices

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Get e on boy game I ever heard of was hustling

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Then only game I heard of was hustling*

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Who think I’m gonna let them do that to me and shut up? FOH

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Wish I had $10 I want fries

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I hate cooking.anything really

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Can’t sleep again

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Even if I was hallucinating and god can make vile sperm come out my vv and butt - yoo still have to tread me like a normal citizen, investigate, and report it like Naug did… it wasn’t my step father

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How does sperm come out of you when you didn’t even have or censent to sex

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Almost every fucking day everywhere j ran

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I don’t remember I went insane 9x the first year alone. Maybe 3-5 years

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And every fucking time j think I’m finally safe… they do it again

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We nipping this shit in the bud right here

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Between drs hospital and police j tried 8x

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I’m sorry but my life and health and body is. Not your probably likes to fuck corpses blow up doll

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It’s fucking hypno

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I have proof my plants in my apt was altered

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Everyone after 2010

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Like god said.. he let them take my free will so hopefully I get that and eye for eye

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They started at ibm and the voicemail playing creepy opera music that confused me all day

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They always come back and I don’t understand why

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When am I safe and free and secure again?

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My life my body my choice and yes but I only have two or so left of the spy cam and the one with the white hand sipping ice coffee is gone I think

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It was too close it was next to my bed so just a hand

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They had my apt wired and using hypno and I’m scared cause my Alexa dings sometimes - just dings

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I tried to break the hypno with YouTube myself - played right into jf and. Made it worse

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I don’t want to change and live in an enivorent that makes me sick over a man that I’m not attracted to

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I’ve heard twice this week maybe 3

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Even grosses me out

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Please I’m trying to get out of hell not a worse one… my hell mate laughed when I said I rather be raped than that

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At least I’m not there and only feel the pain after

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Tupac Shakur DEFINTELY doesn’t want me with a heroine addict either

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I’d like to address my minimal cocsine use… I’m on 6 psych meds and I can’t stand sleeping 15-20 hours each day - it helps the fog

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You get 6 and I have a feeling j get to keel my one on busy days

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I just want to slow dance with pac right now…. It was like losing my family twice too

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I can’t stand sleeping that much either

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Most my nightmares comes.back in dreams

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Her mom came to me that’s why and she took me into her family, didn’t treat me different to my face, and she has talent too

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I know what ever happened was a set to isolate me again

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I don’t trust you either right now but I trust W

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She seemed confused

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Money not fiends like that that’s take privacy too much to repair for a minute if we even want to

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Promised her I wouldn’t and I counldny cause I’m confused too

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It was never him since he left when I put my dishes on the porch

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LMMFAO we can laugh they can’t

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I’m not the one saying I’m not mentally ill… I know I am still too OBVIOUSLY

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Was it the creeper that was filling out my menus and wrote their number everywhere?

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After I accused my step dad of take and almost lost my family too

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The drs were telling my mother to kick me out

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She passed out LITERALLY

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I’m scared that cause he’s institutionalized too that they pull the wool over both our eyes - he’s smart and strong enough not to be - one of us has to and he is more quolifed - he’s very smart

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If that bitch laugh one more time I swear

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If I could should in the dark they’d all be dead already

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Got not a ounce of love in my heart left for them bitches other than d need to talk to his wife and find out where and when she was set up too but no way in hell I want the friendship back

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And if you don’t think she set you up roo… you’re even more pathetic than me… what happened though? We used bounce around metal detectors at the club to this… why?

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Yeah that was funny we were in vip that night I didn’t notice until the song said I knew all them - it was one of the best nights of my life

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Cause we just walked in and sat and they didn’t kick us out… I’m really not a dancer I just like to sit and chill and lean back and. Hop

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I don’t want to be a vampire anymore - I only wanted to save Jayme and she dead all bets off

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I don’t owe anybody but pac and my family a thing

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Did I lose time again?

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Pussy mother fucker can’t even come to my eye

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I’m in moms house Chris and a John please help

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I’ll never fear them because I don’t respect them

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It’s like fucking a corpse asshole

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Nah I was on my ig

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We good but that’s the rest of my life now too

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Everyone after 2010 - you’d know better than me

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I realized it was him when I locked myself in the bathroom to call my gmas when they were taking me to mental at the gas station

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Just want him to finally leave me alone and stop making me sick

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all of them… pac where you at

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Traitor we just moved in I doubt cameras wete up

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And no pac… I didn’t get sick I actually woke up in a great mood

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Until they lied and dragged me to mental against my will and they wouldn’t even check my computer that I didn’t write a surlicide note

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Different levels of hell and you not dragging me into yours… I hardly even fucking know you

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Wasn’t even sick and woke up couldn’t figuring out how to dial the Telephone

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Yo a lawyer contacted me today but didn’t practice in those states - I’m above to send the file to disability like listen I need the money ASAP

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They know how stressed I get over money issues too or being controlled

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He refuses to stop or get out of and off me and really guys please nake him

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I don’t know how to protect myself from hilm

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I don’t want to live in your world dope boy

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I bet you anything they doint for the pedi

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That old man is sick I can go to weird incision friends when I was like 5

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How old was he? Idgaf who you are you’re a pedophile too

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As well as a rapist

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Tired of hearing his voice on my roof can someone kick him out?

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I started hearing it after the mb assaults

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I was behind a Camry today and wanted to lace it - prolly was my old car you fucking freak

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I’m classy not tacky

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I need me a new bubble not a hoop d

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I don’t want to live my life feeling like people I hate in my own body

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All this money they spend to trap me and keep me sick how do I get my own so I can be free again?

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You should pay people for good deeds not evil

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I hate these wars in my head too… but maybe if they just stop fucking with it

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Nah I told them my cop dieter than their cops!

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Dirtier*

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I’m scared but the new ig is cla203ct

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Not trying to be famous just free and paid and create and get back to happy things

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My sister gi Jane and if she scared it’s serious… I’m not scared cause I’m crazy

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I actually can’t said to face them

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Wait* fighting for my body back too

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It’s why I refuse to tap or trace

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I don’t tolerate disrespect and it’s MY body that MY God gave to me

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The genuses cut my left wrist and im a lefty

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A perfecrtly straight line on my left wrisg - it mustve been wgen they zhot ms and i loast 5 weeks

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Its really harx for ms to type im fighring my own body agaij

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Pls dont say over a doe head i met like 15x my snftire life

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Please tell me what i ever lied abput sonce lyong to pac abpur my age

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Thats ahy i have that cardinal sin

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I guess at 13 i shouldve known better - wjhen do their sins get tagged Lord?

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You know how pisswd i was when i wenr to the witch store to send it back that ue asked if i trid moving? I said 3x but what the fuvk i got to move for?

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Please give me back my body amd get out of me

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Because bitches like you should come with a warning sign

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Dp yoi guys stkll have tje tape of the fight on the police statiom lawn? We need a good laugh. Please unte me too

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Human traffickbg? Anyvody who watch and Llow thar is sick and needs mentap

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Just wanted to know why he said oh oh oh. And then came to my window

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Like the army you should have to take a test to become a psych they’re too dangerous armed with the knowledge in my opinion I look what they got away with doing to me publicly

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My cards literally said the same thing like 5x in a row the last time he was in my house and I realized how dangerous he was

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Evil secret and people around you

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I never was in their circle and didn’t know they were witches

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I’m not against them I just don’t like it personally

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Witches I mean I am against my old friends and shocked they did this to me

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I can’t believe the stupid bitch Hypnod me in court

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That’s why I was flipping out in the cop car cause she woke me back up outside I just didn’t realize it was pissible though

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Yes Darby goes to jail and I want all of his money too

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Fatboy*

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He acted like it was the only place he could live

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Never not with my knowledge permission or consent

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I wasn’t even friends with her she tried to od me like 3 years prior - I thought it was an accident but realized it wasn’t until recently

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Then she called to apologize to make it look like we’ve always been friends

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I want the fucking company that makes that yellow shit too

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Thought I was dehydrated

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How did the entire world know I was a hypno patient and get the word or phrase though?

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They were writing it down and giving it to each other

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They made the mistake of giving it to my hell mate and he showed me

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I hear his voice since the gang tape and hellll noooo would I ever sleep with a white old man

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Make him shut up and leave me alone

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Please reference my pink dick comment

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Since the rape it make me wanna throw up

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A patient does what ever they ask when under hypno whether or not your entire core being is against it - I want my free will back

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Some bodies down stairs but I’m not leaving this room

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That’s exactly why they won’t let me make my own money too

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They’ve alienated me from EVERYBODY

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Please if I die you plll getting the needle

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It worried about nothing

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I want to see the videos too

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Their defense is my evidence I know for fact they had to be telling me what to do

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I think hypno should be illegal

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I was 14 the first time they did it… it was Dr fox the day he made me look at the ink splots

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I guess when they got away with the lisence pic it was a rap

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Then they got away with Myrtle beach and became invincible

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Entranced myself to jay z and heard a lyric and slammed on my breaks on a divided highway after the gang rape

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It’s against Hollins religion so I respect that but the psychic told me he still watches over me

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After the first time they brainwashed me my it was 92 and I remember my dad being pissed but it went back up to 120 so they hit me again

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I read they intentionally antagonize their patients

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That’s why they fuck with my phone

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YPU GUYS are the baby killers

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You not gonna make me pop too

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I hit insanity 9x in ONE FUCKING YEAR

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I’ll never get better now do you realize that? I have fucking brain damage and my neuron doesn’t even care cause they lie and say I’m on drugs

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I bet you my eyes look funny when I’m under and that’s why they starred the I’m on drugs rumor

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Or they did it so nobody care

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Reds been watching me since 04… good luck with that

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When i saw the truck sign that a child gets human trafficked every 9 seconds someone has to help us

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In my world we go to the death if there is an issue I think we should use that in court you lie and you die like us

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Put your life on your word

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Lord knows ain’t shit admissible these days with splicing and photos shop and shit

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I know I sealed out in police when I realized I was a liberal commy too

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Changed my major IMMEDIATely

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I freaked out in polo sci*

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If everyone loves hheor jobs and wasn’t financially driven the world would be happier - I wanted to be a teacher but the pay is too low

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It want a passion I was considering lots of jobs

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Ok im back thry cut my connection j eas zaying.zz i i caught the loop hole the firzf year u dsmsmcee my uncow bully didtn believe me abput tue elite theoru i wanted ti throw up then too

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I aanted to bd a lawyrr thr most but didnt want the moral dilemma of beinf good and convxtimg an innocnet man or letting a guilty one off

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We did a mock trial jn 7th grade and everyone rrad thr book and knewy defendant was guilty but i inventted evdnecr to proge they didnt ans my class rraply chose oue side

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I thouhyt it was funny

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Ibhad to walj by the bath tub god told me i was ginna die ub every day

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Iy changed me

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Wueb time starts skippong like now u hys be like cant thnk of that cant check the ckock rvery 10 minuted that in itslef will drivie you insane

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Tjey deleted the pic of the day i grew strong of me gicing thr midddle finger ib frobt of the tub

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I uust wqn tto know what rheu made me do that has efwetone thining i deserved it

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Tjey even rapef me in a schoom parking lot

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Cop drivng riggr nexf go me oyt

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Just promose me if i xie they all gst the chsor

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Chair* csyde the deforb hurt wayyyyy more thsn gettong shot

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Niw i know wjt tjat man came up to me axkinv if i remember him… I can’t believe they were really pimping me

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Besides missy flies and fat boy I want ti know who

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I had a career and a good life aunt Lori FUCK YOU TOO

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I graduated college with a higher gpa than you

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I can’t even figure out my new phone how

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Were you the one black mailing dad? I think it’s funny he lost his license bad going about to too

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And you are about to too - there must be a reason why it’s illegal to work on family members and I refuse to be the one that suffers

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Wtf you care you just at retirement

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I remember in patient telling me the laws still when I was 13

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And none of them follow them

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YOU HAD A LEGAL OBLIGATION TO REPKRT A CRIME AND CHECK ME WHETHER YOU BELIEVE I WAS RAPED OR NOT

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YOU HAD A LEGAL OBLIGATION TO REPKRT A CRIME AND CHECK ME WHETHER YOU BELIEVE I WAS RAPED OR NOT

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The only reason why police was involved with my gang rape is because I stole a car. My Dr did not report it and my drug seat was black from internal damage

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He knew I was raped and didn’t report it or even tell me

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I didn’t remember unto I got shot

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I started having nightmares about it and I know all these Visuals of what they did to me will come back too

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I keep hearing a white old man say he didn’t rape me I have my entire town that knows I wouldn’t fuck you even if you paid me a trillion fucking dollars

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It makes me nauseous to even see it since the gang rape they tried blaming Kkkk and 50 for

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I don’t fuck with me I got Malaysian in me.i think

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How much money do they spend keeping me trapped and caged like an animal with my phone and stuff - why don’t I have any money or allowed to make it?

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My mom doesn’t deserve to fund this

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Well at least I know I can live alone again as long as my house isn’t wired

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Only when I’m in a bad mood - not when I’m happy

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Flex they had your name on the blue tooth trying to blame you too

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Mooch they tried to blame you when I got beat into the Houston.the day I talked to you

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Hospital*

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I only knew of 3 people I slept with or chose to sleep with in 3 years… L magic and kiss

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8 years*

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Then I met my hell mate and never cheated on him either

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He doesn’t want to be with somebody that this can happen to… I don’t blame him either but can I ever get fixed?

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Dope boy not since like 05 I let him go down and it was gross

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Only one time

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So gross it actually tuned me off from it

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L recorded but I knew about that that’s the only one

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Technically magic he was the first after I waited a year for my babies dad to come back

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My hell mate got his wings back and you better give them back to him who knows what they said to him

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I wouldn’t be with you for a trillion either dog

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A story of angel watching another one fall

I watched through my looking glass, the window to your soul
Helpless I was on the sideline, I watched as you spun out of control
Material things destroyed what it was that you had built within
Bartered through faith – evened in sin
The crime – Possessions
For my life, I swore, and a promise will be kept
But who will forever own his soul I asked as I quietly wept
We’re trapped in a world where there are no bars
We are our own prisoners of wars
My soul too became a prisoner, once I realized what was true
Stuck behind virtue and pride,
I watched the hidden key so closely given, yet the key they still hide
Slaying your demons, I watch you fight… so I fight, for the darkest of our knights
Knowing many of them never had too many chances, so we defend their rights
It’s as if contracts were signed with wagering of souls
As soldiers on the front line we watch helplessly as they jump in and out of an abyss of weary holes
I forgive, and I love because I understand what the makings are of the peace they dream of
And now through his eyes, the torment showed to me became my secrets to reveal
But superficial wounds are only skin deep, the scars on his heart I could no longer conceal
You fell… and upon your decent you didn’t feel my wings trying to catch you
Without an ally in the upper echelon your betrayal should’ve been punished too
They trick you and tell you that even your shadow will leave you in the dark
But it doesn’t, it’s just temporarily faded, hidden as well as the angels will hark
I hold you as we stand among the chaos, examining the justice you have been served
Do you know that as you fell, I jumped, for this is an injustice… I don’t feel you deserved
My white wings have now wilted, I only ask you return them in black
I no longer want suffer on the sidelines and helplessly watch as they attack
All we have left is what they haven’t destroyed in the trust of me and you
I promise you I will never leave, only if you promise to make that promise too

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Fuck that I’m out

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Im losing time like a mother fucker is someone in my house?

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Losing time like crazy and u think they slipped me heorine again - why are they trying to make me be a heroine addict now? HELL TO THE FUCK NO DOPE BOY

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Just feels like the sleeping piles I hate I’m pressing charges please help me to

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I did hear someone petting my dog

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I want him dead for this

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Noticed my tissue had brown on it

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I’m really mad right now

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Man I wouldn’t down try Shrioms

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I don’t do drugd like that just coke to get me thru the fog of 6 psych meds to functioni

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They still down stairs but I don’t wanna go

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Just weed coke, e a few times, and wet once by accident - that is all

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Wait I took my finger taste Mali once too

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Coke scared me with the addition so I knew better to try anything else I don’t like feeling drugged up

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I’m not acting like a rwtard like they do so I might be wrong

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But why he didn’t bark?

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He even barks at me

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Yrs they fild agsib my ubferwear is wwt

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Wet

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Safe no safe no safe no its not over ubtik theyre all in jal o dead

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Ibad sage for 3 ursrs whej i was wih tim nownthat we dont speak rhey hitting me afain safe no atoeast ii haf 3 yeads safe

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Wake me up for one second and ull hanfle it

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Why i cohldnt just write andnit br abpt that why they uace to rape and publicly humilaife me again

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Yo are you ok girl? I mean, obviously not, but have you got any support in place? People to talk to about this stuff irl?